Mizuume

Apology unaccepted. Only because I can't accept my own words. I'm sorry? For what?? For giving you no chance to live, no hope of survival? For creating you, ignoring you, never bothering to see if you were there? For discovering you, only after your heart had stopped beating? God knows i would have given up the world for you. Me and your father alike. No matter how young and how hopeless I am...  I would have had you. I would have done everything in your name. I would have given you that name. I would have given you everything my parents never did - I would have been your rock. Did you have the worst of him, and the worst of me? Did

What would I do to hold The beating heart inside you? What would it take to wait so long Until there's no more need for pain? The only breath i take that's true Is when i'm tangled up in you Life is so tiring, so worthless, so cold And then I see your face, close enough to touch I reach out, and suddenly it's not so bad Some kind of light into your darkness leaves me hanging by your thread I'm still falling, under my own fate With eyes colored by an ubiquitous past I got drunk, day and night, I lost who I was The comfort of the present Taking meaning from the past And you're still by my side, try to hide The self-destruction