Letter to an unnamed accident.Apology unaccepted.Letter to an unnamed accident.
Only because I can't accept my own words.
I'm sorry?
For what??
For giving you no chance to live, no hope of survival?
For creating you, ignoring you, never bothering to see if you were there?
For discovering you, only after your heart had stopped beating?
God knows i would have given up the world for you. Me and your father alike.
No matter how young and how hopeless I am... I would have had you. I would have done everything in your name. I would have given you that name. I would have given you everything my
Tangerine.What would I do to hold The beating heart inside you? What would it take to wait so long Until there's no more need for pain?Tangerine.
The only breath i take that's true Is when i'm tangled up in you Life is so tiring, so worthless, so cold And then I see your face, close enough to touch I reach out, and suddenly it's not so bad
Some kind of light into your darkness leaves me hanging by your thread I'm still falling, under my own fate With eyes colored by an ubiquitous past
I got drunk, day and night, I lost who I was The comfort of the present &nb
| I'm a writer, lover, borderline depressive 16 year old pothead. Most of those i know haven't been through half the shit i have. In the end, i'm just living life, learning about myself, discovering new bonds, and building up a future with him inside it. I'm in the middle of chaos and i've yet to get out. Who i am has changed so much over the past year that i need to remember who i am and how i got here- and through art, photography and writing, i hope to do just that. |
Kisses
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JuiLo
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